"My beloved spoke, and said to me: "Rise up, my love, my fair one, And come away." Song of Solomon 2:10
There is a currant of God flowing through many believers, leaving the same thoughts in their heart and mouth. This currant is Gods love. His love captivates us, not only as His children, but also as brothers and sisters, all sharing one common denominator. I was blessed as one of my many sisters in Christ emailed me a dream she had. The dream represents love for each other as a family of believers but more importantly, the deep rooted, entangled, life giving love that Jesus has for us. Thank you, Joy, for sharing this beautiful dream.
DREAM of My Love – 3/23/08 – Resurrection Sunday
Soon, the wedding presents started to arrive. The village, also, was celebrating our wedding, and the gifts were so beautiful. I remember particularly that there was crystal stemware that was a beautiful ruby red with clear intertwined vine-like stems and pedestals. They were gorgeous. As one would arrive, we would unwrap it and just stare into each other’s eyes anticipating the day we would be husband and wife.
There came a day, and I don’t remember what happened, that it came up that I was older than he was in years. It was something we had never considered. Age had never entered into our minds. His father made a stipulation that I had to be younger than his mother, and if so, I could marry him. After waiting an agonizing length of time, we discovered that I was older than her, for I was born June 23, 1952 and she was born June 29, 1952. Just six days…The crushing news came to both of us as his father said, “I am so sorry, you cannot marry her right now, son.” His grief was real, as was his mother’s and the whole family. It was the most awful moment in my life. We had to wait for a long time until it would be ok to marry. (I know it's goofy, but its a dream!)
At the time the father came to tell us his decision, (this is really hard to describe) my love and I were sitting facing each other. There was a wooden chair between us, with no seat on it, just the wooden frame. (The back of the chair was to my right – his left) His legs were over the edge of the chair – feet on the floor, and my legs were over my edge of the chair and my feet were on the floor, our knees were touching and we were holding each other’s hands, facing one another.
I remember that when the father told him he could not marry his bride, he hung down his head. I wish I could explain the agony I felt between us - such a deep, penetrating grief inside him that I felt in myself! He shook his head and said, very slowly and with great effort, “Father, I have obeyed you in everything I have ever done, but I just don’t think I can obey you in this.” He was willing even to leave his father and his family for me, which was unimaginable. I couldn't believe that he would choose me over his father and family, yet he carefully considered and was making this choice. His love for me was so passionate and so complete that he could not live without me, and I felt that I could not live without him.
I woke up - End of Dream (ARRRGH!!!)