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Tuesday, April 8th 2008

9:56 AM

Love

"My beloved spoke, and said to me: "Rise up, my love, my fair one, And come away." Song of Solomon 2:10

There is a currant of God flowing through many believers, leaving the same thoughts in their heart and mouth.  This currant is Gods love.  His love captivates us, not only as His children, but also as brothers and sisters, all sharing one common denominator.  I was blessed as one of my many sisters in Christ emailed me a dream she had.  The dream represents love for each other as a family of believers but more importantly, the deep rooted, entangled, life giving love that Jesus has for us.  Thank you, Joy, for sharing this beautiful dream.

DREAM of My Love – 3/23/08 – Resurrection Sunday

I don’t quite know how to put this down on paper, but here is my feeble attempt to capture something very real, and very strong:  LOVE

I was in another land, and I had met a man who was beautiful, kind, loving and strong.  He was young, yet wise, unbelievably caring and generous.  He and I began a friendship and relationship (not sexual) and grew stronger and stronger each day.  At one point, I thought I could never, ever be loved so completely and totally as the way he loved me…yet again, I stress…this was not sexual.  I was head over heals in love with him and terrified that he would stop loving me in this unique way.  I had just never known anything like it before.  It was as though it was a fragile breath that could be stolen in a heartbeat!  When he would hold me, it was as if there was nowhere else on earth that was safe – that I had never, ever really been safe and loved before - and his gentle strength and passion for me was breathtaking – like nothing in a relationship I had ever had.  Absolutely nothing compared to it - I just can’t put it into words.  It was as though we were locked together in the heart somehow.  

He took me to meet his father and mother, and we were in the midst of a family unlike I had ever seen or experienced..  There were many brothers and sisters, each one equally as loving, kind and genuine as any people I had ever met.  They accepted me with open arms, hugs and happiness.  They were happy for their brother.  The father and mother were equally as accepting, embracing me with love and kindness.  I remember looking at all of them and thinking how incredible this family was.  There was not a hint of anything but love; love for me, love for their brother, love for one another.As our relationship grew, the bond of love became so strong, I felt as though I would just die without it.  The physical hugs and holding that this man would give me were as if I melted into him - just so safe and secure and so incredibly complete.  I would hold him just in awe of this love between us…desperate that it would never, ever end.

At one point, one of his brothers became engaged, and the family embraced the girl he was going to marry the same way they had embraced me.  A little time later, one of the sisters became engaged to another man, and the family just rejoiced and celebrated for both of them.  The house became a flurry of wonder and excitement as preparations were under way for the wedding (s). 

The man I loved then asked me to be his wife.  It was a mutual understanding, really, as he never proposed or anything, but the love between us was so real and wonderful, and he announced to his father that he was also going to be married to me.  Again, the family cheered and rejoiced, dancing and celebrating. It was so wonderful to be accepted into this family of love.  I never heard one negative comment, or one cross word between any of them.

 Soon, the wedding presents started to arrive.  The village, also, was celebrating our wedding, and the gifts were so beautiful.  I remember particularly that there was crystal stemware that was a beautiful ruby red with clear intertwined vine-like stems and pedestals.  They were gorgeous.  As one would arrive, we would unwrap it and just stare into each other’s eyes anticipating the day we would be husband and wife.

There came a day, and I don’t remember what happened, that it came up that I was older than he was in years.  It was something we had never considered.  Age had never entered into our minds.  His father made a stipulation that I had to be younger than his mother, and if so, I could marry him.  After waiting an agonizing length of time, we discovered that I was older than her, for I was born June 23, 1952 and she was born June 29, 1952.  Just six days…The crushing news came to both of us as his father said, “I am so sorry, you cannot marry her right now, son.”  His grief was real, as was his mother’s and the whole family.  It was the most awful moment in my life.  We had to wait for a long time until it would be ok to marry.  (I know it's goofy, but its a dream!)

At the time the father came to tell us his decision, (this is really hard to describe) my love and I were sitting facing each other.  There was a wooden chair between us, with no seat on it, just the wooden frame.  (The back of the chair was to my right – his left)  His legs were over the edge of the chair – feet on the floor, and my legs were over my edge of the chair and my feet were on the floor, our knees were touching and we were holding each other’s hands, facing one another.

I remember that when the father told him he could not marry his bride, he hung down his head.  I wish I could explain the agony I felt between us - such a deep, penetrating grief inside him that I felt in myself!  He shook his head and said, very slowly and with great effort, “Father, I have obeyed you in everything I have ever done, but I just don’t think I can obey you in this.”  He was willing even to leave his father and his family for me, which was unimaginable. I couldn't believe that he would choose me over his father and family, yet he carefully considered and was making this choice.  His love for me was so passionate and so complete that he could not live without me, and I felt that I could not live without him.

 I woke up - End of Dream (ARRRGH!!!)

 

 

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