For the past three years the Lord has been stirring in me to start a home business. Just recently the desire has increased greatly. A few days ago I had a conversation with someone who asked me how my business will benefit or operate in the church. All I could say was,...."I don't know".
For the next few days I was confused and frustrated thinking that somehow I had bunny trailed right out of the will of God. I began to think that maybe this wasn't an idea God gave me. In my Christian walk, I have been raised to believe that whatever gifting or talent I have been given was to benefit the church. And was ok to be used outside the walls, but better operate within the walls. Then the Lord began to open my eyes.
Over the past two months I have been telling the Lord that I need more of Him. This level I was on now has been beaten down, time to jump to the next level. I thought about visiting some churches to fill this void I was feeling. Then the Lord began to have me examine myself. The same Spirit that raised Christ from the dead lives in me. Why would I go and look for God's filling some where else?
Every talent and gifting the Lord has given me is a tool to speak, worship, and honor Him. Everything I am looking for is already in me. The "more" that we search for is not at the next church conference. The "more of God" we look for is found when we excersize the giftings and talents God has given to us. The business the Lord is preparing for me is not to be in the church! It is to bring me closer to Father God. It is to be a blessing to my family. It is for me to teach my children how to run with a passion God gave them. My feeling of needing more of Him is being filled as I walk deeper into the calling God has on my life.
Whatever the Lord has given to us , let us be faithful to use it wisely.
Matthew 25: 14-30
Just a thought: Meagan